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  Clarkson placed his hand out, asking for me. “You’re not exactly replaceable, Amberly.”

  I pressed my lips together, not wanting to cry. The heir to the throne had run into danger for my sake. The feeling that accompanied that knowledge was almost too beautiful to bear.

  “Lady Amberly,” Dr. Mission said, sweeping over. “Glad to see you’re finally awake.”

  “Are the others well?” I asked, my voice so foreign.

  He exchanged a quick glance with Clarkson. “On the mend.” They were omitting something, but I’d worry about that later. “You were quite lucky, though. His Highness pulled out five girls, including yourself.”

  “Prince Clarkson is brave. I agree. I’m very fortunate.” My hand was still in his, and I gave him a quick squeeze.

  “Yes,” Dr. Mission answered, “but forgive me if I ask whether the bravery was warranted.”

  We both turned his way, but it was Clarkson who spoke.

  “Excuse me?”

  “Your Highness,” he replied quietly, “certainly you know your father would disapprove of you devoting so much time to a girl not worthy of you.”

  It would have hurt less if he’d hit me.

  “The chances of her producing an heir are marginal at best. And you nearly lost your life rescuing her! I’ve yet to report her condition to the king, as I was sure you’d mercifully send her home once you knew. But if this continues, I will have to make him aware.”

  There was a long pause before Clarkson answered.

  “I believe I heard several of the girls say your hands lingered a little too long as you examined them today,” he said coldly.

  The doctor’s eyes squinted. “What do you—”

  “And which one was it who said you whispered something very inappropriate in her ear? It doesn’t matter, I suppose.”

  “But I never—”

  “Hardly the point. I’m the prince. My word is above questioning. And if I even hint that you dared to touch my women in any way that wasn’t professional, you might find yourself in front of a firing squad.”

  My heart was racing. I wanted to stop him, to tell him no one’s life needed to be threatened over this. Surely, there were other ways to get around the issue. But I knew that now was not the time to speak.

  Dr. Mission swallowed as Clarkson continued to speak. “If you value your life at all, then I suggest that you don’t interfere with mine. Are we clear?”

  “Yes, Your Highness,” Dr. Mission said, throwing in a quick bow for good measure.

  “Excellent. Now, is Lady Amberly in good health? Can she go to her room to rest in comfort?”

  “I’ll have a nurse check her vitals at once.”

  Clarkson waved his arm, and the doctor left.

  “Can you believe he had the nerve? I should get rid of him anyway.”

  I placed my hand on Clarkson’s chest. “No. No, please don’t hurt him.”

  He smiled. “I meant that I’d send him away, find a suitable position for him elsewhere. Many of the governors like having private doctors. He’ll do well in something like that.”

  I sighed in relief. So long as no one died.

  “Amberly,” he whispered. “Before he told you, did you know you might be unable to have children?”

  I shook my head. “I worried. I’ve seen it happen to others where I live. But both my oldest siblings are married, and they have babies. I hoped I would be able to, too.”

  My voice hitched, and he hushed me. “Don’t worry about any of that now. I’ll come check on you later. We need to talk.”

  He kissed my forehead, there in the hospital wing where anyone could see. All my worries disappeared, if only for the moment.

  CHAPTER 11

  “I HAVE A SECRET FOR you.”

  I awoke to Clarkson whispering in my ear. It was as if my body just knew to respond to him, and I wasn’t even startled. Instead, I was gently stirred by his voice, and it was the sweetest way to wake up in the world.

  “Do you?” I rubbed my eyes and looked at his impish smile.

  He nodded. “Shall I tell you?” I giggled in reply, and he bent his head again to my ear. “You are going to be the next queen of Illéa.”

  I pulled back to see his face, searching for any hint of this being a joke. But, truly, I’d never seen him calmer.

  “Do you want me to tell you how I know?” He seemed pleased with himself, to have surprised me so.

  “Please,” I breathed, still not believing his words.

  “I hope you’ll forgive my little tests, but I’ve known for a long time what I was looking for.” He shifted in the bed, and I sat up so we were facing each other. “I liked your hair.”

  Instinctively, I touched it. “What do you mean?”

  “There was nothing wrong with it when it was long. I asked several girls to cut their hair, and you were the only one who gave me more than an inch.”

  I stared, dumbfounded. What did that mean?

  “And the night I came to you for our first date . . . do you remember that?” Of course I did. “I came late, when I knew you’d be ready for bed. You asked about getting changed, but when I said no, you didn’t argue. You came with me, just as you were. The others shoved me into the hallway to wait while they dressed. I give them credit for being fast, but still.”

  I considered both of these things for a moment and confessed. “I don’t understand.”

  He reached for my hand. “You’ve seen my parents. They war over nonsense. They are concerned to death with appearances. And while that is important for the sake of the country, they let it come between any sort of peace they could have, let alone happiness.

  “If I ask you for something, you give it to me. You aren’t vain. You’re secure enough with yourself to put me before your looks, before anything. I know that from how you receive any request I’ve ever given you. But it’s more than that. . . .”

  He took a deep breath and stared at our hands, as if he was debating telling me.

  “You’ve kept my secrets, and I assure you, if you marry me, there will be scores more to keep. You don’t judge me, or seem startled by much. You’re soothing.” His gaze traveled up to my eyes. “I’m desperate for peace. I think you might be the only chance I have at that.”

  I smiled. “The center of your storm?”

  He exhaled, looking relieved. “Yes.”

  “I would be happy to be that for you, but there’s one small problem.”

  He scrunched his head. “Your caste?”

  I’d forgotten all about that. “No. Children.”

  “Oh, that,” he said, almost sounding as if he thought it was a joke. “I don’t care one way or the other.”

  “But you have to have an heir.”

  “For what? To carry on the line? You’re speaking of giving me a son. Suppose we managed to have one child and that child was a girl. There would be no chance of her getting the crown. Don’t you think there are backup plans?”

  “I want children,” I mumbled.

  He shrugged. “No guarantee you won’t get them. Personally, I’m not fond of children. I guess that’s what nannies are for.”

  “And your home is so vast you’d never hear one raise their voice.”

  Clarkson chuckled. “True. So, no matter what, that is not an issue for me.”

  He was so calm, so unconcerned, that I believed him, and the weight of all that worry fell off me. My eyes welled up, but I didn’t allow myself to cry. I would save the tears for later, when I was alone.

  “The true issue for me is your caste,” he confessed. “Well, not for me so much as for my father. I’ll need time to work out the proper way to address that, which means the Selection could go on for quite some time. But take heart,” he said as he leaned in close, “you will be my wife.”

  I bit my lip, too happy to believe this was real.

  He tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. “You will be the only thing in this world that is truly mine. And I will put you on a pe
destal so high, it will be impossible for anyone not to adore you.”

  I shook my head, dizzy with joy. “I don’t know what to say.”

  He kissed me quickly. “Practice saying yes. When the time comes, I want you to be ready.”

  We leaned our foreheads into each other and stayed quiet for a moment. I couldn’t believe this was real. He’d said all the words I’d ever hoped to hear: queen, wife, adore. The dreams I’d stored in my heart were actually coming true.

  “You should go back to sleep. That attack today was one of the cruelest ones yet. I want you to fully recover.”

  “As you wish,” I said.

  He ran a finger down my cheek, pleased with my response. “Good night, Amberly.”

  “Good night, Clarkson.”

  I tucked myself back into bed as he left, but I knew there was no way I’d be able to sleep now. How could I with my heart beating double time and my mind running through every possibility of our future?

  I slowly rose and went over to my desk. I could think of only one way to get this out of my system.

  Dear Adele,

  Can you keep a secret?

  AN INTRODUCTION TO THE PRINCE

  The first time I stepped into someone else’s thoughts in the Selection world was for Maxon. Over here on the creative side, there were lots of questions about our handsome prince. Why didn’t he seem to know any of the girls’ names when they arrived at the palace? I mean, this was a huge deal for him, so it was strange that he was so unaware. And why did he go from being a bit of a showman, trying to make people laugh, to getting very angry so quickly? It seemed like a big leap for him. And, of course, what was he actually thinking when he met America?

  By this point in the process I’ve stepped into the heads of seven different characters in the original Selection cast. I have to say that, by far, Maxon’s was the easiest. Despite his worries and his occasional temperamental flare-up, he was the most willing to share, even more than America. It made my job as a storyteller much easier, and I’ll always love that about him.

  —Kiera

  CHAPTER 1

  I PACED THE FLOOR, TRYING to walk the anxiety out of my body. When the Selection was something in the distance—a possibility for my future—it sounded thrilling. But now? Well, I wasn’t so sure.

  The census had been compiled, the figures checked multiple times. The palace staff was being reallocated, wardrobe preparations were being made, and rooms were being readied for our new guests. The momentum was building, exciting and terrifying in one fell swoop.

  For the girls, the process started once they filled out the forms—thousands must have done so by this point. For me, it started tonight.

  I was nineteen. Now, I was eligible.

  Stopping in front of my mirror, I checked my tie again. There would be more eyes watching than usual tonight, and I needed to look like the self-confident prince everyone was expecting. Finding no fault, I left for my father’s study.

  I nodded at advisors and familiar guards along the way. It was hard to imagine that in less than two weeks, these halls would be flooded with girls. My knock was firm, a request made by Father himself. It seemed there was always a lesson for me to learn.

  Knock with authority, Maxon.

  Stop pacing all the time, Maxon.

  Be faster, smarter, better, Maxon.

  “Come in.”

  I entered the study, and Father briefly moved his eyes from his reflection to acknowledge me. “Ah, there you are. Your mother will be along shortly. Are you ready?”

  “Of course,” I replied. There was no other acceptable answer.

  He reached over and grabbed a small box, placing it in front of me on his desk. “Happy birthday.”

  I pulled back the silvery paper, revealing a black box. Inside were new cuff links. He was probably too consumed to remember that he’d gotten me cuff links for Christmas. Perhaps that was part of the job. Maybe I’d accidentally get my son the same gift twice when I was king. Of course, to get that far I’d need a wife first.

  Wife. I let the word play on my lips without actually saying it aloud. It felt too foreign.

  “Thank you, sir. I’ll wear them now.”

  “You’ll want to be at your best tonight,” he said, tearing himself away from the mirror. “The Selection will be on everyone’s thoughts.”

  I gave him a tight smile. “Mine included.” I debated telling him how anxious I was. He’d been through this, after all. He must have had his own doubts once upon a time.

  Evidently, my nerves read on my face.

  “Be positive, Maxon. This is meant to be exciting,” he urged.

  “It is. I’m just a bit shocked at how fast it’s all happening.” I focused on lacing the metal through the holes on my sleeves.

  He laughed. “It seems fast to you, but it’s been years in the making on my end.”

  I narrowed my eyes, looking up from my task. “What do you mean?”

  The door opened then, and my mother walked in. In typical fashion, Father lit up for her. “Amberly, you look stunning,” he said, going to greet her.

  She smiled in that way she always did, as if she couldn’t believe anyone would notice her, and embraced my father. “Not too stunning, I hope. I wouldn’t want to steal attention.” Letting Father go, she came and held me tight. “Happy birthday, son.”

  “Thanks, Mom.”

  “Your gift is coming,” she whispered, then turned back to Father. “Are we all ready, then?”

  “Indeed we are.” He held out an arm, she took it, and I walked in their shadows. As always.

  “About how much longer is it, Your Majesty?” one reporter asked. The light of the video cameras was hot in my face.

  “The names are drawn this Friday, and the girls will actually arrive the Friday after that,” I answered.

  “Are you nervous, sir?” a new voice called.

  “About marrying a girl I haven’t met yet? All in a day’s work.” I winked, and the watching crowd chuckled.

  “Doesn’t it set you on edge at all, Your Majesty?”

  I gave up trying to align the question with a face. I just answered in the general direction it came from, hoping to get it right. “On the contrary, I’m very excited.” Sort of.

  “We know you’ll make an excellent choice, sir.” A camera flash blinded me.

  “Hear, hear!” others called.

  I shrugged. “I don’t know. Any girl who settles for me can’t possibly be a sane woman.”

  They laughed again, and I took that as a good stopping point. “Forgive me, I have family visiting, and I don’t wish to be rude.”

  Turning my back to the reporters and photographers, I took a deep breath. Was the whole evening going to be like this?

  I looked around the Great Room—the tables covered in dark blue cloths, the lights burning brightly to show the splendor—and I saw there wasn’t much of an escape for me. Dignitaries in one corner, reporters in another—no place I could just be quiet and still. Considering the fact that I was the person being celebrated, one would think that I could choose the way in which it happened. It never seemed to work out that way.

  No sooner had I escaped the crowd than my father’s arm came swooping across my back and gripped my shoulder. The pressure and sudden attention made me tense.

  “Smile,” he ordered beneath his breath, and I obeyed as he dipped his head in the direction of some of his special guests.

  I caught the eye of Daphne, here from France with her father. It was lucky that the timing of the party lined up with our fathers needing to discuss the ongoing trade agreement. As the French king’s daughter, our paths had crossed time and time again, and she was perhaps the only person I knew outside of my family with any degree of consistency. It was nice to have one familiar face in the room.

  I gave her a nod, and she raised her glass of champagne.

  “You can’t answer everything so sarcastically. You’re the crowned prince. They need you to lead.” His
hand on my shoulder was tighter than necessary.

  “I’m sorry, sir. It’s a party, I thought—”

  “Well, you thought wrong. By the Report, I expect to see you taking this seriously.”

  He stopped walking and faced me, his eyes gray and steady.

  I smiled again, knowing he’d want that for the sake of the crowd. “Of course, sir. A temporary lapse in judgment.”

  He let his arm drop and pulled his glass of champagne to his lips. “You tend to have a lot of those.”

  I risked a peek at Daphne and rolled my eyes, at which she laughed, knowing all too well what I was feeling. Father’s gaze followed my eyes across the room.

  “Always a pretty one, that girl. Too bad she couldn’t be in the lottery.”

  I shrugged. “She’s nice. I never had feelings for her, though.”

  “Good. That would have been extraordinarily stupid of you.”

  I dodged the slight. “Besides, I’m looking forward to meeting my true options.”

  He jumped on the idea, driving me forward once again. “It’s about time you made some real choices in your life, Maxon. Some good ones. I’m sure you think my methods are far too harsh, but I need you to see the significance of your position.”

  I held back a sigh. I’ve tried to make choices. You don’t really trust me to.

  “Don’t worry, Father. I take the task of choosing a wife quite seriously,” I answered, hoping my tone gave him some assurance of how much I meant that.

  “It’s a lot more than finding someone you get along with. For instance, you and Daphne. Very chummy, but she’d be a complete waste.” He took another swig, waving at someone behind me.

  Again, I controlled my face. Uncomfortable with the direction of the conversation, I put my hands in my pockets and scanned the space. “I should probably make my rounds.”

  He waved me away, turning his attention back to his drink, and I left quickly. Try as I might, I wasn’t sure what that whole interaction meant. There was no reason for him to be so rude about Daphne when she wasn’t even an option.